Well... what to say? It actually came to me, from no where. My life is so dark. Is this how I want to remember myself? No.. I want to look back and see colors, flashes, brightness, beauty, LOVE, laughter, wholeness, family, happiness... Not to look back and remember all the things that irked me or pushed my buttons. So that's why I'm leaving it all behind... :) Welcome to the World, Courtney!